Thursday, February 24, 2011

大難不死,必有後"福​"?( chinese version)

2011 年2 月15 日,我會永遠記得這天!那天實在是經歷神的恩典和保守,我 和 Micah 經歷那險死還生!早上文公司女同事一早就來接我和 Micah 出發往halifax, 那距離我住的城市有三小時車程,因我們都是看同一牙醫作牙醫特別護理。原本我是三月份才去,因她改為二月份往,故此問我會否跟隋她,那文就不用請假車我去。
當天天氣不是太好,有微雪和大風,早上的能見度也很低。去程天還未亮,她也小心駕駛着,早上九時半抵達,往了牙醫逗留數小時,我們午餐後就二時回程。一路上仍很大風,高速公路的地上還有些積雪未清。因早上很早起來,回程時我就睡了一會,當醒來去完洗手間再回車上,我就沒有再睡,但當我定神看前面路面時,我看見我車正在快線,而隔離慢線有一大貨櫃車,至少拖着20 呎櫃,我們的車開始飄移般,車子也遇着冰滑地面不受控制在打滑,幸好她極力扭向左面鋪滿雪堆的路旁那邊,而不是向右面的大貨框車,好像拍戲一樣,車子在地上滾動兩次,最後車子反轉了,我當時十分清醒,由於我坐在micah 身旁,我極力用手擋着他胸囗和頭,雖然我倆有安全帶,但車子倒轉時我怕有硬物擊到他。我心想,我們是否會死呢?當車子停不來時,我們仍是倒轉的,我就像電影劇情般打開門爬出車外,而那時已有醫護人員過來 把micah 移到安全地方,當時我們三人也沒有任何損傷!而車子前擋風玻璃已破碎不堪!後來我們送往醫院儉查,我和文的同事只有一點肌肉傷,而 Micah  全程也沒有一點受驚和受傷。 我真的很感謝我大能天父,祂好像在意外上中抱着我們,我絕對感受到祂的保護和愛。旁人也未能相信這樣的意外我們竟完全沒有事。發生了這事以外,我和人分享,對未信主的人會說我們好幸運,和用 " 好彩"去形容,客觀因素會是我們撞向雪堆,有雪可借力去把車的撞擊手減去,否則撞向實地我們必頭破血流。但是想深一層,誰在掌管呢?我們的生命我們沒法掌管的,就算國家元首、科學家、成功人仕、醫生,在意外發生的時候、車子不受控制時,他們可控制情況嗎?唯有是那創造我們的神,衪完完全全在掌管,在路加福音8:22-25,
耶穌在門徒面前行了神績,把風和浪都叫停。今天我在我身上也行了神績,衪再一次拯救我,現在衪保護我保我生命,將來我確信我死後也有永生生命。我所信的並不只是一個導人向善的宗教,而是我們去信衪,信衪的恩典慈愛,我們的神並不是要我們要有什麽行善行為去換取衪的救恩,而當我們未認識衪前,而神已派衪無罪的兒子主耶穌為我們的罪去死在十字架,三天後復活去証明衪能勝過死亡的去給我們永生盼望!我與我所信的神是一個父與兒女關係,祂並不是遙不可及的神,而衪是活在我們生命裏面,我們單單信靠衪,衪就賜給我們出人意外平安。當信主耶穌,你和你一家都得救!我確信那是真真實實的,當你去尋求衪,祂會經歷衪的愛和恩典!我之前也有時候對神沒夠信心,和有許多憂慮,但今天衪再一次告訴我,祂必保守我,看顧我,衪保守着我和兒子寶貴生命,那其他事情,衪怎會不顧呢?我們人很難掌握明天,去盤算將來,但有了神,我們就得着平安,把我們生命交給祂,衪必帶領我們前面道路!有很多說 "大難不死,必有後福"但我的福,祂在我母腹時已賜給我了,我有我主所賜的福比擁有全世界更為有福!將一切榮耀交給衪!

a tough week ( Feb 20-to Feb 26)

Monday/Tue/Wed/Thru


It was totally a tough week to me. I didn't get so much physical hurt from the car accident, but with the  effect of the whiplash , I suffered the muscle/tissue pains as well as the headache, I felt like I was carrying a 50kgs weighed backpack. I started doing physiotherapy on Monday, and I need to go 3 times a week. I think it will be good for me.

After the car accident, besides I have some reflections about what God did for me, what He wants me to do, I also feel my family is my most important in my life . I was trying to protect Micah when we were in the accident. So sometimes when I imagine if there was some big problem at me,  then how about Moses, Man and Micah.. oh, too negative!


Moses started to have sore throat, running nose since Tue afternoon, and he woke up in the mid-night and cried, he said he couldn't breath very well, and he couldn't talk as well. It scared me that I gave him some Tylenol. I kept him at home yesterday, and he wasn't feel well in the afternoon. We took him to after hour clinic and he was diagnosed as chest infection.  There were so many tough nights to me, after I woke up to take care of him or Micah, I couldn't sleep again for almost 1 or 2 hours. I was too exhausted.